Losing myslf

i juz realized tat i had lost myslf for a long time

i wonder who i actuali live for?

my parents?my cousins?my family?my frenz or my boyfrenz?

who am i actuali live for?

i hv no idea on dis question

i cant even gv an answer to myslf

my frenz asked me tat u keep on mention abt other ppl

wat abt u??

don't u live for urslf,do u?

i doubt am i rili live for myslf

is all my smile and laugh are truth

even myslf oso cant answer all these question