i hv to do it today....no matter how..i hv to do it!!!!i worry abt the result....wat is she going to say??i hv no idea...will she got so mad and don ever tok to me agn...wat is the best time and the best way to tel her??she seem so angry dis few dayz eh...wish tat everything will b fine soon~~=(

wat a terrible year i had

all terrible thing keep on come to me non-stop

i wonder wat else i can to

whn i had made my decision

thr is another thing pop-out

hw am i going to solve all dis kind of thing

i wonder wat i can i do to solve all dis

can i disappear?

i hv a silly thought...

feel so helpless in dis kind of situation

thg owas turn the other way round

i wonder wat else i can do to chg

still sometimes i feel lyk leavin here

no idea on why

feel lyk leaving will b a new life for me

don hv to face so much thing here

look back the thg tat i had posted

wondering why life can chg in juz a short period

rili lots of thg happened in dis 2 months?

things tat happened were worst,terrible

everthing seem went so wrong in dis 2 months

thing shldn't happened in dis way

it shld happen in the other way round

still dis kind of thg make me see through their real personality

i feel so glad tat u had came into my life

stay here wf me no matter wat

make me smile

cheer me up everyday

ur smiles are such a powerful sign for me

it does owas make my day brighter

friends,

thx for nt judging me by wat i had done

bt u all see it in the other way round and understanding it

u all support me and stand by my side whnever i nid u

u all means lots for me

all of u knw wat i nid

Be Tough!

你说的都是道理

你说的都有重点

你所说的

我都记得

我真的记得

我没有忘记过

你说的对

我明白

当你

选择放弃时

我会

笑笑着去面对这一切

我记得

有一种爱叫做放手

你说的

我都听了

我也会

为这一天来做准备

ah ma,rmb dis photo...we took it last year...on the way to Semporna....we're going to MataKing tat time...

June 17,2010-----11:45pm

my grandma had passed away..dis happened too sudden and everyone of us cant blif tat it's truth...no one blif it...tears cant stop droppin....no phone call wf anyone,bt our hearts connected to each other...we're doing the same thg on tat time...we wonder if it rili happen....

June 18,2010

see the car arrived in front of the house...all of us kneed down and the tears juz burst out lyk...tear keep dropping...everyone of us keep crying...except cry...we can do nothing...she was healthy all the time....all of us wish tat she juz sit up and told us tat :"I'm juz kidding wf everyone of u.I'm fine."

ah ma,i rili miss u vry much...i feel so regret tat y i don beg mummy to let me go to KK tgt...hw i wish tat i'm by ur side in all dis time...everyone of us miss u so much...everyone of us nid u so much in our life...ur smile,ur food,ur story ur everything are wat we nid the most...i will miss u in my whole life and no one gonna to replace u in my heart...ah ma R.I.P....I LOVE YOU!!!

Everyone...

juz put ur blame on me lah

if everyone of u feel happy on doin dis..

thn juz continue lah....

since no one gonna to understand mah

say so much oso useless one...

i had made the decision and i wont chg

chg bcz of all tos BULLSHITs aren't tat worth..

hey u all...satisfy??

feeling happy??

everyone of u won in dis battle...

i lose nw...

feeling so much happier??

continue doing dis lah...

all of u saying tat it's my wrong mah..

thn mine loh...

bt so wat???

我对得起自己就好

tos who don support me...

leave me alone!!!

tos by my side...

thx lots....

if u sharing the same mind wf them thn pls leave me alone..

i don nid all of ur sympathy.....

i nid tos who understand me....

not ur so-called symphaty!!!!

我一个人

也可以很好

stay in the darkness all alone is the best thg tat i enjoyed vry much doing it today

yii...juz so emo loh me

sometimes being isn't a wrong thg to do loh

for me

emo can make me cry more easier than any other time loh

lot of thg happened recently

all these stuffs are bad

rili bad,super duper bad

MY LIFE IS JUST SO LIFELESS

black,white and gray are the color in my life nw

no more colorful life

owas blaming me tat nt telling u wat i thking abt

bt i can tel u tat whether i tel u o nt

the answer will owas b the same loh

the answer cant chg wat for i said it out?

i rather keep it in my heart better

i knw tat my heart cant put tat much

at least i feel much more safety in dis way

i wont put more effort on the thg tat wont get reward

很多东西

原来可以用习惯就好来带过

会让自己好过一点

我开始渐渐习惯了

应该还撑的去

one whole nite didn't slp

wish tat grandma will b ok whn she come back

seem lyk slpy

bt whn i got into the room

i don feel lyk slping oh...

wat to do oh??

time juz gonna to upsidedown agn

wat a good job~

rumours,human-thking can make thing to b truth or false

depend on hw they said the thing

everyone juz making story by seeing the thing surfece

they nvr understand hw the party thking and they juz judged them by EARS?!

wat the heck are the world ppl thking abt??

they don und,don knw and juz start to spread the rumours lyk dis??

wat if dis happen to them??

wat if the party are them??

hv they ever thing before??

谣言满天飞

真真假假

假假真真

难道

谣言才是所谓的真理?!

笑话

is dis a rumor o wat??

whn everyone toking bad abt u

bt u let me feel in the different way

wat can i do now??

can i juz disappear frm everyone's life??

juz thr's no one rmb me anymore

i rili dono wat do

can someone come and brg me away frm dis place??

to anywhr tat no body knw me....

so regret tat i don leave earlier..

if thr is any decision for me now..

i wish to leave now oh...

so thr wont b any problem now....

the biggest decision tat i made wrongly was i don leave earlier...

i wan to leave now...

but i cant....

i wan to leave dis place..

so tat thg gonna to chg back soon???

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

原来也不过如此

开心的后面藏着不开心

不开心的面具是开心

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Insomnia,just leave me alone!

我無法再冷靜 請妳要傾聽 妳是我的唯一

我不願去相信 我們之間 隔著海洋的距離

我的愛 已融化在空氣裡

你懂我的　我對你從來就不會假裝

消失　真的不是我逞強

愛一個人沒愛到難道就會怎麼樣
別說我說謊　人生已經如此的艱難
有些事情就不要拆穿
我沒有說謊　是愛情說謊
它帶你來　騙我說　可我　沒有可能有希望

被愛過幾遍　卻還是沒能將幸福留下

開始怕孤單是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到　愛情那個枷鎖

白天和黑夜只交替沒交換　無法想像對方的世界

你永遠不懂我傷悲　像白天不懂夜的黑
像永恆燃燒的太陽　不懂那月亮的盈缺
你永遠不懂我傷悲　像白天不懂夜的黑
不懂那星星為何會墜跌

若角色对调 你说好不好

落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘

原來愛　跟心碎
都可以很　細節

我不想再寫　隨手撕下這一頁

原來詩跟離別　可以沒有結尾

我不落淚　忍住感覺

哭久了會累　也只是別人的以為

門外的薔薇　帶刺傷人的很直接
過去被翻閱　結局滿天的　風雪