Lots of things happened in dis 20 days....Seem like I experienced lots in dis 20 days....I appreciated all these things happened...these made me grown more mature....these made me see things clear...of cz,these let me know who are owas there for me..these show me what friendship is..

I was so busy in pass 20 days...prepared for exam,prepared for the camp...well,so great tat everything went well..All the hard work is worthy..=)...During the exam period,I learnt how to calm other and tried to make them not so nervous...During the camp,I learnt how to manage things and how to arrange things well...I also learnt how to take care of the lil kids and how to keep things go well..=)....One of the most important thing I experienced was I can work well with others...we can work happily everyday....and now,we're more closer to each other..=)

It's the beginning of November...Oh yea!got my 1st salary...felt so happy and planned hw to spend my money...xD...am so bc in dis month...bcz the event are getting nearer and nearer..nt sure if there is enuf time for me to complete all dis task..

My desk is so messy!!!I clean it on Thurs I thk...bt it's messy-ed in the same day...watever..i don mind tat it's mess...i juz hate tat ppl touch my stuff or take my thing without letting me knw!!argh!!!hate hate hate..and I'm so tired dis few dayz...

Great tat I have my beloved babe,and my best buddies..so I'm nt so stress..=)..still manage to survive in dis environment..=)..still I love my work...=)...I'm nt onli working,bt i learn lots of thing too...

OK!time to slp..=)..nitenite everyone~

Woke up quite earli today,thn went to bath right away thn started to prepare myself to out for breakfast and work...I tot tat I hv to b a lil bit earlier to office...whn I arrived office my dear manager was thr...tat's mean I don hv to b thr earli...bt nvm lah...I comfort with tat I have lots of work to do...so b a lil bit earlier to office good oso de...I was psycho myself with tat..

When I was doing my work half way,my dear manager asked me to do dis and tat...so I have to put down my work and do her 'urgent' work 1st...hving my lesson at 4 30 ~6 30..after tat rush home dinner for 15 mins and back to work agn...went to class take care tos lil kids...they are juz so cute but then they are naughty and noisy xia de duh...

off at 9 smthg..came home bath and thn skype with babe...done most of the paper marking...still left some will brg back to office and continue agn...I thk it's time to slp..so nite

I'm here to update my blog again due to I promised to my precious one..=)..let's see wat had i done in dis few day~~

Friday,work at 8 30...arrived work on time I thk..there were 2 of us in the office onli..hving lots of work to do on tat day...cant even fnsh my work oh...marking papers,photocopy,answering phone and even sharpened the color pencils!the worst thing is I was using tos small lil sharpener to sharpened the color pencils so my thumb and the mid finger hv 2 blisters edi...the one on thumb burst whn I was sharpening but not so pain...after tat thn I make the other one burst oso..=)..off at 12 30...went to swim at 6...thn had my dinner at relaxing met bro and his gf and his frenz thr...stay till 11 thn I drove back to home edi...thn jiu skype with babe and oso watched drama series...

Saturday,the busy+est day compared to the other day...bcz the classes are in a row....9 am ~ 11 am

hving one hrs lunch...11 am ~ 12 pm will b our lunch time...after lunch the classes will b goin to chg nonstop..or even in a mess!!There was someone to come and service the photocopy machine so I stay in the office and do some of my work...After tat person left,thn I was asked to make a copy for a girl...whn I pressed the 'start' button...thn machine told me that thr was paper jammed inside the machine!so,the machine was died temporary..I asked one of my stuff wat to do..she asked me to tel the othe stuff tat the machine is out of service and she asked me to called to the company and told them the incident..so I do wat she told me....I made the call at 11 smthg before 12...the lady told me tat they will let the worker know abt it...so I just hang up the phone and went to the class edi...after I had my lunch and started to do my work...I heard my manager called to the company and scolded there edi...nt rili scolded bt tok in a so not nice way...thn whn I went to get the colors pencils from the other class,thn I was joked with my stuff tat better don do wrong thing..else kena scold 99 de loh...when I came out from the class,my 'dear manger' asked me why don't I tel her in the SPOT!when the machine jammed...so tat she could make a call...I was like WTH!you're in the class,and whn the previous time I called you for something you were showing faces to me!and I made call before 12 not after 12!so tat's NOMB!you shldn't scolded me!there were some other else tat she had done and make omos all of us so bu shuang!she's juz a mood spoiler!

I off quite on time..whn I done all my stuff thn I grabbed my bag and bottle found my keys said bye to my stuffs thn went off edi...due to the tiredness,so I asked mum tat is tat a MUST to go to the dinner with her??thn mum asked me is it tat I rili don wan to go?so I told her tat I was rili tired and wanna to stay home so I nt going with her edi....so I stayed home to cht,RO and oso watch drama series...I stayed up quite late bcz the nx day don hv to work...=)...10 or 11 something Topher used Colleen's phone to call me and asked me out to Nostalgia to yam cha but I refused bcz too tired and I rather spent time with my love one more than going out....he told me tat he's leaving the nx day so I told him if possible thn yam cha or lunch with him the nx day...

so the nx day 11 30,my phone rang and I tot that I set alarmed myself...thn onli I realized tat someone called me..xD...tat's Topher he asked me out for lunch at Dreamland..I told him tat I'm broke totally no moni edi...some more hvnt work for a month so no salary...thn he said tat he gonna to treat me...so I said ok loh...done prepared myself thn I drove myself to Dreamland edi...Colleen,Corzin and oso Lau Wai Young were there edi...3 of their fren left earlier..I ordered a grilled pork chop..nt bad..bt the service is rili bad!after tat thn went home edi...

Monday!!!Today!!!kinda busy today..hv lots of thing to updating,marking,and oso filing...done most of the photocopy at the vry 1st time...thn went to type the complaint letter after tat continue marking my stuff...I still left kinda lots of thing to mark,update and oso filing tmr..=x...off at 5 30 came home to dinner...after dinner went back to work agn.....after off edi thn went to Giant find Nie to get her some stuff...after tat thn I came home and bath..after tat jiu skype with my precious one..=D....and continue with some of my thing....=D...

OK~tat's all for today post....time to off..miss yea...nite~~

hey all...I'm here to blog again...I'm rili going to tell more about working life..=)...I feel quite happy now...weee~~~~and of cz my time do pass faster edi...now everyday I will b waking up at 10 30 is the latest...thn coming to downstairs to facebook while...thn go to bath and hv my breakfast...after tat will b going to work..

15 mins earlier or 12 sharp will arrive my work place..sign in and start to do my work...most of the time,I still manage to done my work in the same day...going in to the class to help out....marking paper...and talking with tos lil kids make me feel so much younger frm my age..xD...I'm not mean tat I old...I'm the youngest among all my staff...

I off at 9 and come home directly...feel so tired and lazy to go out after tat and it's a lil bit late edi...so it will b the best to home and bath....and enjoy the rest of time..=D....of cz...coming home to chat with my precious one will b better..after tat will b time to bed ard 1 smthg...

Oh yea...I had a surprised on Tuesday...Thx for my babe and oso Sylvia passed the gift for me..=)...

=)

Weeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~I know I have been stopped update my blog for dayz...here are the reasons tat stop me from updating...xD....1st...I started to work so most of the time will b going to work..2nd....sometime mood was nt right,so it stop me too...3rd..juz lazy to update...so I don update loh....I knw dis is the best answer I ever gave and dis is acceptable..xD...come back to the topic now...let me summary wat had I done in dis few dayz~~~~

I feel so happy with my life now...I feel that I enjoy my life more now..I mean at least my daily route wont be waking up and online+ing onli anymore like b4...I'll tel u more when I free...time to off...gonna to work tmr agn..=D

Will b hving more time home tmr...=)

It's time to blog again..as I said I'm back to blog again..=).....I'm back in Tawau now...time rili flies and I went to KK for 4 dayz edi...

I failed to wake up dis morning with mum to shop with her..good thing tat I chose to sleep at home...else I will regret I thk...hmmmm....bcz they went to tos pasar pasar and went to buy towel tos...about 9 they came home and yiyi came to wake me tat it's time to wake...else will b late...thn I woke immediately,grabbed all my stuffs with me to go downstairs edi...gave pillow to mum thn she started to repack everything again..thn I went to brush and changed clothes tos edi...half way preparing myself..they told me tat we're self-check in edi...don hv to b so ruch...we left home about 10 jiang thn went to Lidu had breakfast..the ban mian thr is so nice!at least went once whn I go to KK...=)..It's rili delicious...yum yum~~after tat we went to buy some bread....

the interesting part is here....pay more attention on it.. we made an U-turn at the traffic light...thn whn we're about reach the round-a-bout...yiyi suddenly said wat's the smell ark??is it tos dust or air had came into the car??thn onli mummy said the meter of the Hot and Cold tat one...the meter was raised...bt hvnt till the top..thn yiyi faster parked aside and mati the engine...mum got water frm me then she siram to the engine thr..after tat faster drove home...good thing tat we're not far from home...else GG de loh...thn we changed vigo and consider rush to airport gua.. skip abt the airport part..ntg to much to tok agn...my flight was delayed a lil bit..after tat going to here and thr with mum..thn I came home to wash my car...I cannot tahan the dirtiness edi...some more I feel that taking car to wash is so-not-worth oh...so it's better to wash myself..and I feel so happy oso..=)..after tat cooked maggie to eat...thn ply bro's desktop..since he went to tuition edi...4 30jiu went to new house with dad,mum and oso sis to see here look thr...thn we oso went to the neighbor's hse to see thr look here.....after tat jiu went to fetch bro from tuition edi... came home,walk here and thr jiu went to bath edi...thn dinner jiu went to tuition edi..haixx....time changed to nite agn..feel so bored and the time pass vry slow oh...the evening class is better....so bored without my laptop oh...all tos songs hv to listen from utube..sienx ark....oh yea!Hang cant find my data...which mean I have to type all over again..I hope tmr can get back my laptop lah... feel so sick ark....didn't sleep vry well at KK...headache now...I thk it's time to off to slp edi......gonna to acc bro out tmr...driver day again...suddenly....I miss chocolate milk tea + small pearl vry much..my drink at yoyo..=)...Frenz cafe's chocolate dono wat edi..so nice...miss lea..!!

Weeee~~~I think I'm back to blog agn...changed new template edi...like it so much...and juz feel like blogging loh...since so many ppl wanna me to blog more...u knw u are..no nid I mention edi lah...slf knw jiu can liao...xD

Came to KK for few dayz edi....will b going back to twu in ltr noon time....12 20 flight =)..I came to KK on Oct 2....was same plane with darl sophia's dad...wahaha...the plane was quite full actuali...due to the good weather,so after 15~20 mins time thn the captain announced tat we're abt to landing edi...I was like wah,got faz dao...thn after 15 ~20 mins we're landed edi....

let's talked lil bit b4 I went to airport...I went to breakfast with hang...actuali with nie oso de...bt bcz nie hv to work...so no loh...juz hang and I...after breakfast we went to buy Haegen Dazz after tat jiu went to find Nie loh...stay thr to 38 38 xia...thn jiu received called frm uncle tat he's rushing me back to go find mum and thn go to airport edi...he was showing faces to me..so I was abt told mum tat I'm nt following edi...Hang will drive me to the ariport..bt thn mum said no nid and she wan me to follow her..so I juz listen to her...

Yiyi went to airport to fetch us home..thn was staying home for the other half day...the worst part was the line was so down!!!rili down...the skype msg was keep on pending...nyak sai edi...thn the 2nd day after breakfast jiu went to Karamungsing to see see look look...I saw slippers thr...wanna to buy de...bt thn oso didn't buy dao...b4 left thr,i spotted Lumix GF1 ....feel like owning one......bt it cost RM3000++ oh...so expensive oh..0.0....after tat back home and sophia called me to ask whr am I...after a long wait and road finding....finali we went to yam cha at lintas....hv a great talk with her...and did some lil window shop with her...after tat we went to Upperstar edi...the purpose we went thr was to online and pass time onli...some more we were yam cha at the frenz cafe b4 tat..so both of us were full tat time...we ordered one plate of food and drink to share share loh..I was busy with FB tat time..so sophia feed me...so sweet oh both of us..wakakakak~~~~b4 8 sophia's dad came and fetch us...after home thn bath and skype edi...

Today went to hv dim sum as breakfast after tat jiu went to Damai to see doctor edi...know more click me....thn jiu after lunch jiu came home edi....so sad tat no shop dao oh....feel like buying album bah..ish..=C...after dinner thn went to yam cha with Richard and oso Sophia....had a great time with them...11 30 jiang reached home...mum said tat she's going to shop ltr..no matter how I will wake and follow her to out...since last day edi....who knw I found something..xD....

one more thing..I'm 46 KG and 162cm..=)....I'm getting fatter..xD....*claps

Specialist Skin Clinic

Skin Recovery Cream,Gentle Gel Cleanser,Sun Block,Tooth Gel

Medicine,Eumovate,Vaseline,*I dono what is the white color thing call edi

Woke up quite earli dis morning..we hv to go to the Clinic b4 11 30...due to we didn't make appointment so we consider walk-in....we hv to wait untill tos who has had made appointment one to go in 1st..thn onli it's our turn...we waited thr for one and half hrs or even 2 hrs thn onli our turn to go in....

Doctor Melinda Tong is a vry kind and funny person...she told me what's caused my allergic...actuali hv to go back at nx week..bt the doctor said bcz we're frm twu and nt so serious so she said tat we don hv to go back anymore until if the problem still here....thn onli hv to go back...

The products tat I used cannot used anymore...and tos product tat with perfume or even perfume oso cannot use..even tos mints toothpaste oso cannot use oh...so the doctor asked me to buy tos organic one.....one more thing...the most important one...the doctor told me tat...Toner is onli for tos who make-up to clean...else will spoil ur face condition de wah....

CN Blue

Jung Yong Hwa,Lee Jong Hyun,Kang Min Hyuk,Lee Jeong Sin

YongHwa♥

Cartoon of Kang Shin Woo in You're Beautiful

I knew him from a korean movie 'You're Beautiful'....At 1st I saw Hong Ki which act Jeremy in 'You're Beautiful'...But ended up I fall with Yong Hwa due to the way he treated Shin Hye knw in movie as Mi Nam....I feel so touched and been addicted with him...Even set his photo as my wallpaper...haha....but I'm still not as crazy and addicted as Nie lah...Check dis links out and u'll understand what I am talking about..xD FT Island

Yong Hwa is the leader of CN Blue...due to most of the songs are noisy...so i don like rili like them...They are Tearsdrops In The Rain,I'm Loner(외톨이야) and oso I Will.....Forget You( 그럴 겁니다… 잊을 겁니다).....I think I'll slow love all their songs..xD

Jung Yong Hwa (정용화) is the leader and vocalist of Korean Boy Band CN Blue. Jung Yong Hwa has archieved a big success with his debut acting as Kang Shin woo in Korean Drama You're Beautiful. Jung Yonghwa and SNSD’s Seohyun become new in MBC We Got Married couple!

Jung Yong Hwa is also currently a host of Inkigayo with F(x)’s Sulli and 2AM’s Jokwon.



Jung Yong Hwa Musical career

Jung was born on June 22, 1989 in Seoul, Yeoksam-dong. His family consists of his parents and a brother four years older than him. He moved to Pusan in 1991 and lived there through high school, where he first began composing music. After taking his college entrance exam, he moved back to Seoul where he joined F&C Music and began training in bass technology at F&C Academy. Jung is now a guitarist and vocalist for the new Korean group C.N.Blue. Following the success of You're Beautiful, Jung took over the leadership of C.N.Blue from former leader Lee Jong Hyun. On May 25, 2010, an F&C Music representative announced that Jung had been diagnosed with vocal cord nodules and acute laryngitis. Jung was hospitalised for treatment from May 24 to May 27, 2010 and may require surgery in future.




Jung Yong Hwa Acting career

In early 2009, Jung landed his first acting role as Kang Shin-woo in the SBS drama You're Beautiful, which aired from October 7 to November 26, 2009. As the series revolves around the life of a musical group, Jung played the role of the bassist in the faux idol band A.N.Jell along with fellow co-stars Jang Geun-suk, Park Shin-hye and Lee Hongki of FT Island. Jung's second TV contract was for MBC's Sunday Sunday Night program Korea Ecosystem Rescue Centre: Hunters, which featured seven celebrity MCs, including Kim Hyun Joong going out to capture wild boars. The show premiered on December 6, 2009 but was forced to prematurely cease its run in mid-January 2010 due to protests by animal-rights groups. Jung subsequently continued as one of the MCs on the replacement program Eco House, which deals with global climate change. In February 2010, Jung was paired up with Seohyun of Girls' Generation as an imaginary wedded couple for the popular MBC variety show We Got Married.



Jung Yong Hwa MC appearances

Jung was a MC at the first-ever Melon Music Awards held on December 16, 2009 together with actress Lee In Hye. Alongside Kim Heechul and Park Shin-hye, Jung was an MC for the 2009 SBS Gayo Daejeon award ceremony which was held on December 29, 2009. Jung replaced Tiffany & Yuri of Girls' Generation as co-host MCs for MBC's Show! Music Core episode to be aired on May 29, 2010 together with Min Sun Ye and Kim Yoo Bin of the Wonder Girls. In June 2010, he was also a co-host MC for Music Core along side SNSD's Yuri and Seohyun. Finally on July 18, 2010, Yonghwa officially started as one of the new hosts of SBS's Inkigayo together with F(x)'s Sulli and 2AM's Jo Kwon.


Jung Yong Hwa’s ex girlfriend’s photos



Jung Yong Hwa ever mention that he ever date a girl from ‘Face King’ before, however they have already broke up. It was said in one of the Korean website that the young lady in the following photo used to be Jung Yong Hwa’s ex girlfriend.



With the increase of CN Blue and Jung Yong Hwa’s popularity, his ex-girlfriend’s photos was disclosed on the internet by the netizens. His ex-girlfriend was known as the Yang in ‘Face King’. Many fans commented that she is a pretty and kind lady, others said that the 2 photos don’t seen to be the same person.




Jung Yonghwa and SNSD’s Seohyun in We Got married



It’s official! CNBLUE’s leader Jung Yong Hwa and SNSD’s maknae Seohyun have been cast in MBC’s We Got Married as the show’s newest virtually married couple!

Despite the ongoing schedules that both youngsters have with their hit songs, I’m a Loner and Oh!, Jung Yong Hwa and Seohyun have already gone through the test filming at Ilsan Kyung Ki Do on the 12nd; their first episode is scheduled to be broadcast next month. Following the footsteps Jo Kwon and Ga-In, they will be the second idol-x-idol couple for We Got Married Season 2.




Jung Yong-Hwa in drama Mischievous Kiss

It was reported that C.N.BLUE’s leader Jung Yong-Hwa has been chosen to take the lead role of the new drama Mischievous Kiss. The drama is based on a popular Japanese comic. It has been already converted into a drama in Japan and Taiwan and now there will be a Korean version. Many expect the drama to be as successful as Boys Before Flowers since both share quite of few similarities.

Although Jung Yong-Hwa wasn’t part of the list of actors whom the fans wished to take the lead role, fans should still be delighted by Jung Yong-Hwa’s appearance in the drama. Jung Yong-Hwa will be part of shooting of the drama starting from July 20th.



Jung Yong Hwa Profile

Jung Yong Hwa (정용화,鄭容和)

Japanese Name: ヨンファ
Position: Lead Vocal and Guitar
Date of Birth: June 22, 1989 (1989-06-22) (age 20)
Height: 180 cm
Weight: 63kg
Blood Type: A
Hobby: Appreciating music
Specialty: Clarinet, Beatbox
Attraction: Side teeth
On October 2009, Yong Hwa made his acting debut as Kang Shin Woo in the successful Korean idol-drama, You're Beautiful.



Jung Yong Hwa Photos

This post should done earlier..due to my laziness and oso dono wat to post...so i juz closed it..

sometimes I wonder what am I to you all..I mean the way u guyz treated me shall nt cal 'frenz' rite??This is not the way treatin a frenz rite??I have no idea on what I had done and ended up I deserved the way you guyz treated me... seem like whether thr is me o nt...you guyz are still happy like usual...I mean why is the relationship btw us owas turn into this way??I don't mind owas look for u guyz,but why shld I owas be the one who look for u...whenever you guyz going,you guyz will never ever look for me??I don't understand why is it owas in dis way...do you guyz rili taking me as a frenz?I rili hv no idea on dis...

Best friends will owas stay by you,cheer you up when you down,hang out together and having fun together...Yea,we used to be hving fun,hang out together...but tat's all juz temporary..owas last not so long...just like when u guyz going will not look for me...

It's ok then...I know so well that who are rili treating me as best frenz now....who owas hanging out with me,skype with me,chat with me,look for me and oso care for me...I mean they do what a frenz owas do....I feel much more happier with them....They let me feel the love of frenz...they stay beside me and cheer me up when I'm down....I rili feel that they are more important than you all now....they are more close to me...somehow,I feel that we're stranger more than a frenz

Just to say that no matter what..we're still frenz like we used to be...

BABE!

I Love You So Much

I Love You More Than I Can Say

I just feel that it's so sweet when you're here for me

I know that I need you so much

Was really unhappy in the pass few dayz

I just feel like escaping

When everything been talk out

I feel so much better

Still you're the onli one

我的天空今天有点灰

我的心是个落叶的季节

It's going to rain soon

Have no idea on why am I down so suddenly

Totally have no idea

I'll be alright after all =')

最难受的不是流泪

而是在怎么的难过都不会掉泪

I'm totally not in the mood

I feel so scare

I have nothing to do

I feel so empty

How I wish that you're cheering me like usual

How I wish that you're online for juz an hours

How I wish that you're school open date didn't postpone

How I wish that today isn't today!

I Miss You

I Need You

I Want You

*Gimme sometime I will be alright soon

The loneliness after all

The emptiness when I have nothing to do

I wonder why am I feeling so down now

Is it because I have nothing to do

Yesterday I was busy surfing the net

Today I have nothing to do

I have a feeling that I had been left out

I feel like crying

I'm not happy right now

I don't like dis kind of feeling

Can you cheer me up like you do the other time

What can I do to get rid of dis feeling

Can ice-cream make me feel better

Can you feel that I'm not happy

I Miss You =(

I Need You =C

I Want You ='C

Memory that given by you are so wonderful

I'll never forgot all the day that we pass together

July 12,2010

You been to China for 2 weeks with your parents

I feel so down

I wonder why was my time pass so slow?

How was I going to make it moved faster?

July 20,2010

You brought me some good news

You're comin back 4 dayz earlier thn the date that u told me

I felt so happy that moment

Time rili do pass fast :')

August 4,2010

You been to Johor for a week

I feel a lil bit down

But still can get through you

Just like you're in Tawau

August 9-August 18,2010

The last week you stay in Tawau before you go to KL

The happiest week I ever been through

I feel so happy that you're here with me all the time

I feel the love

August 19,2010-August 26,2010

The week before u go to China

I'm not as sad as the 1st time you left

It's because I still can get through you

I Miss You all dis dayz

August 27,2010

The feeling that I have now is unwilling you to leave more than sad

I feel so sad that I can't get through you before you on board =C

Another week is going to pass without you

I think I'll be alright and refresh the wonderful memory that create by you

Take very good care of yourself there,I will take good care of myself here

Just gonna tell you that ♥ you all the time,Miss owas LZJ :')

Memory created for me to miss u

All these memory isn't enough for me

Time pass rili fast

You have been there for a week

Another 3 dayz to go

The feeling is so much complicated than before

Mood kind of low now

Have totally no idea on why

I just know that i miss u so much

I wonder how am i going to pass the dayz when you rili leave

不吵不闹的呆在你身边

静静的呆在你身边

You went thr few dayz

I'm quite OK in dis few dayz

Becacuse we still can contact through the phone

The feeling now are kind of complicated

The onli thing i knw is I MISS YOU SO MUCH

Time pass rili faz

Somehow,i wish tat the time stop on tat moment

-5 more days to go-

The feeling tat i hving now is

Empty

Lonely

Moody

Frown on face

Seem like there is still nothing can cheer me up like you do

I Miss You So Much

I wish tat you're beside me

I just cant take u out off my mind when my mind is all empty

下雨天了怎么办　我好想你

我喜欢走在雨中 因为没有人会看到我的眼泪

I MISS YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW

I wish that you're here for me

I wonder what else can cheer me up like you do

Am i not being independent enough?

Feel so moody

Totally have no idea on why

I just know tat I'm missing you right now

Sometimes I just feel like crying

Things that in my mind are just you

The way u smile

The way u talk

The way u play

Missing you is driving me crazy =C

Still wonder what is the thing tat hiding inside

What will it be?

I'll be alright soon i thk

I experienced it three weeks ago

and now

I'm going to experience again

Juz...

This time is so much better than tat time =C

You're the one who i rili nid

You're the one who owas brg happiness to me

I'm super duper happy right now

there is a feeling tat i dono hw to describe

i juz knw tat i'm so HAPPY!!!

HAPPY you knw?!

even nw i'm typin dis blog

my face is all smiling

no doubt

you're juz so special for me

Thank for bring me dis good news

I look forward for the day coming

I rili dono hw am i going to describe my feeling nw

Think of it oso keep on smile bah le

had been a long time didn't smile lyk dis

feel tat i'm going to crazy soon

I Miss You ♥

Ti amo

a week had gone

another week to go

juz wish tat u're here for me all the time

going out let me thking tat time pass faster

i juz miss u more than i can say

wish tat u're doing all rite thr

I miss u so much

i juz wish tat u're here

listen to me

comfort me in your vry own way

I MISS U SO MUCH =(

没你陪伴的夜晚

我总会特别的想你

觉得特别的孤单

BLANK!

EMPTY!

MOODY!

LONELY!

life is rili so terrible without you

i dono wat else i can do in all this time

i'm trying all my best to let my time pass faster

seem lyk no way to make it move faster eh?!

i nt sure whether u did online o not

i saw ur MSN sign in

i'm nt sure if tat are you

i wonder and curious

ur FB notifications had been checked by?!

no idea who was tat

i don ever check ur FB inbox or notification

i feel tat's rude to check ur thing without ur permission

who will tat be?!

you?!

your frenz?!

or your siblings?!

i hv totally no idea

time getting late

cant slp well

trying to find thing to do

someone come and make my time full use pls

i hate loneliness!!

i hate tat i hving so much time!!

i hate tat i cant contact with you!!

i don like dis kind of feeling =(

离开是为了下一次的聚集

还是

聚集后就会有离开

I'm super the low

nothing can cheer me up like u do

i juz cant take u out off my mind

all the things tat onli came into my mind are you

i wonder hw am i going to pass the following day

life without contact with you seem so blank

i feel tat i have much more time to waste now

ish!!memory are create to make me even miss u

Sadness can appear in the next sec of happiness
no one can predict what will happen in the next sec

there are so much complicated feeling come to me

when i'm looking at u

feel like holding your hand tight

juz don wish you to leave in the next sec

juz cant stop looking at u

when you're beside me

looking at u silently

is the thing tat i enjoy doin

Boy it's been all this time

And I can't get you off my mind

Things tat u wish will owas juz come true in the dream
real life?!
nvr will
i wonder why was the dream so strange in dis few dayz?

hmmmm
no idea on why
might b thking too much in the dayz time
and it come to me in the nite time

smile can owas be the fake
can the frown b the fake as well??
headache in dis 2 dayz...
lack of rest i thk....

Is it good to being honest?
or wat if i lied?
will dis happen in the other way round?
i hv totally no idea on dis

i tot tat if i'm being honest to you
you'll feel much more happier
i mean at least i'm trying to b honest to you
but not lie to you rite?

since young
you teach me hv to b honest
and now
i'm trying to b honest to you

lyk wat i predicted
you got so mad
and i don even dare to look at u for the whole nite
am i hiding frm you?

i hv no idea
i juz knw tat letting u angry is not rite
mayb you'll feel lil bit happy
when you didn't see me?

qui peuvent comprendre mon sentiment aujourd'hui
le sentiment de tristesse
le sentiment de déception
Je déteste être comme ça
ce n'est pas ce que je veux
Je me sens tellement impuissante maintenant

Je ne sentent aucun bonheur
sembler mon sourire avait perdu depuis longtemps
Je ne sais pas quand il me revient
qui peut comprendre le sentiment d'avoir tous les faux sourires?

y do u owas wanna to hurt me with words??

y do u wanna to thk at the bad way??

the words u said is juz so hurt to me

i feel tat u're juz hving a great distance frm me

do u rili mind hw the other ppl look at me??

if yes,what do u mind abt??

i tot tat no matter hw

u'll still love me and support lyk usual??

seem lyk i'm so wrong in dis matter

i trying to tel u the thing

u choose nt to listen to me

u choose to ignore me

wat for u blaming me for nt telling u

somehow hang round wf frenz are juz so good

they make me 4got wat am i actuali facing

they knw wat i nid

they comfort me whn i nid them

they juz didn't judge me

Ce dont j'ai besoin est juste de votre soutien, comme ceux qui soutiennent leur enfant

*wish tat all of dis are juz my misunderstood to you

i juz realized tat i had lost myslf for a long time

i wonder who i actuali live for?

my parents?my cousins?my family?my frenz or my boyfrenz?

who am i actuali live for?

i hv no idea on dis question

i cant even gv an answer to myslf

my frenz asked me tat u keep on mention abt other ppl

wat abt u??

don't u live for urslf,do u?

i doubt am i rili live for myslf

is all my smile and laugh are truth

even myslf oso cant answer all these question

i hv to do it today....no matter how..i hv to do it!!!!i worry abt the result....wat is she going to say??i hv no idea...will she got so mad and don ever tok to me agn...wat is the best time and the best way to tel her??she seem so angry dis few dayz eh...wish tat everything will b fine soon~~=(

wat a terrible year i had

all terrible thing keep on come to me non-stop

i wonder wat else i can to

whn i had made my decision

thr is another thing pop-out

hw am i going to solve all dis kind of thing

i wonder wat i can i do to solve all dis

can i disappear?

i hv a silly thought...

feel so helpless in dis kind of situation

thg owas turn the other way round

i wonder wat else i can do to chg

still sometimes i feel lyk leavin here

no idea on why

feel lyk leaving will b a new life for me

don hv to face so much thing here

look back the thg tat i had posted

wondering why life can chg in juz a short period

rili lots of thg happened in dis 2 months?

things tat happened were worst,terrible

everthing seem went so wrong in dis 2 months

thing shldn't happened in dis way

it shld happen in the other way round

still dis kind of thg make me see through their real personality

i feel so glad tat u had came into my life

stay here wf me no matter wat

make me smile

cheer me up everyday

ur smiles are such a powerful sign for me

it does owas make my day brighter

friends,

thx for nt judging me by wat i had done

bt u all see it in the other way round and understanding it

u all support me and stand by my side whnever i nid u

u all means lots for me

all of u knw wat i nid

Be Tough!

你说的都是道理

你说的都有重点

你所说的

我都记得

我真的记得

我没有忘记过

你说的对

我明白

当你

选择放弃时

我会

笑笑着去面对这一切

我记得

有一种爱叫做放手

你说的

我都听了

我也会

为这一天来做准备

ah ma,rmb dis photo...we took it last year...on the way to Semporna....we're going to MataKing tat time...

June 17,2010-----11:45pm

my grandma had passed away..dis happened too sudden and everyone of us cant blif tat it's truth...no one blif it...tears cant stop droppin....no phone call wf anyone,bt our hearts connected to each other...we're doing the same thg on tat time...we wonder if it rili happen....

June 18,2010

see the car arrived in front of the house...all of us kneed down and the tears juz burst out lyk...tear keep dropping...everyone of us keep crying...except cry...we can do nothing...she was healthy all the time....all of us wish tat she juz sit up and told us tat :"I'm juz kidding wf everyone of u.I'm fine."

ah ma,i rili miss u vry much...i feel so regret tat y i don beg mummy to let me go to KK tgt...hw i wish tat i'm by ur side in all dis time...everyone of us miss u so much...everyone of us nid u so much in our life...ur smile,ur food,ur story ur everything are wat we nid the most...i will miss u in my whole life and no one gonna to replace u in my heart...ah ma R.I.P....I LOVE YOU!!!

Everyone...

juz put ur blame on me lah

if everyone of u feel happy on doin dis..

thn juz continue lah....

since no one gonna to understand mah

say so much oso useless one...

i had made the decision and i wont chg

chg bcz of all tos BULLSHITs aren't tat worth..

hey u all...satisfy??

feeling happy??

everyone of u won in dis battle...

i lose nw...

feeling so much happier??

continue doing dis lah...

all of u saying tat it's my wrong mah..

thn mine loh...

bt so wat???

我对得起自己就好

tos who don support me...

leave me alone!!!

tos by my side...

thx lots....

if u sharing the same mind wf them thn pls leave me alone..

i don nid all of ur sympathy.....

i nid tos who understand me....

not ur so-called symphaty!!!!

我一个人

也可以很好

stay in the darkness all alone is the best thg tat i enjoyed vry much doing it today

yii...juz so emo loh me

sometimes being isn't a wrong thg to do loh

for me

emo can make me cry more easier than any other time loh

lot of thg happened recently

all these stuffs are bad

rili bad,super duper bad

MY LIFE IS JUST SO LIFELESS

black,white and gray are the color in my life nw

no more colorful life

owas blaming me tat nt telling u wat i thking abt

bt i can tel u tat whether i tel u o nt

the answer will owas b the same loh

the answer cant chg wat for i said it out?

i rather keep it in my heart better

i knw tat my heart cant put tat much

at least i feel much more safety in dis way

i wont put more effort on the thg tat wont get reward

很多东西

原来可以用习惯就好来带过

会让自己好过一点

我开始渐渐习惯了

应该还撑的去

one whole nite didn't slp

wish tat grandma will b ok whn she come back

seem lyk slpy

bt whn i got into the room

i don feel lyk slping oh...

wat to do oh??

time juz gonna to upsidedown agn

wat a good job~

rumours,human-thking can make thing to b truth or false

depend on hw they said the thing

everyone juz making story by seeing the thing surfece

they nvr understand hw the party thking and they juz judged them by EARS?!

wat the heck are the world ppl thking abt??

they don und,don knw and juz start to spread the rumours lyk dis??

wat if dis happen to them??

wat if the party are them??

hv they ever thing before??

谣言满天飞

真真假假

假假真真

难道

谣言才是所谓的真理?!

笑话

is dis a rumor o wat??

whn everyone toking bad abt u

bt u let me feel in the different way

wat can i do now??

can i juz disappear frm everyone's life??

juz thr's no one rmb me anymore

i rili dono wat do

can someone come and brg me away frm dis place??

to anywhr tat no body knw me....

so regret tat i don leave earlier..

if thr is any decision for me now..

i wish to leave now oh...

so thr wont b any problem now....

the biggest decision tat i made wrongly was i don leave earlier...

i wan to leave now...

but i cant....

i wan to leave dis place..

so tat thg gonna to chg back soon???

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

不开心

原来也不过如此

开心的后面藏着不开心

不开心的面具是开心

睡不着

睡不着

睡不着

睡不着

睡不着

睡不着

睡不着

睡不着

睡不着

睡不着

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睡不着

Insomnia,just leave me alone!

我無法再冷靜 請妳要傾聽 妳是我的唯一

我不願去相信 我們之間 隔著海洋的距離

我的愛 已融化在空氣裡

你懂我的　我對你從來就不會假裝

消失　真的不是我逞強

愛一個人沒愛到難道就會怎麼樣
別說我說謊　人生已經如此的艱難
有些事情就不要拆穿
我沒有說謊　是愛情說謊
它帶你來　騙我說　可我　沒有可能有希望

被愛過幾遍　卻還是沒能將幸福留下

開始怕孤單是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到　愛情那個枷鎖

白天和黑夜只交替沒交換　無法想像對方的世界

你永遠不懂我傷悲　像白天不懂夜的黑
像永恆燃燒的太陽　不懂那月亮的盈缺
你永遠不懂我傷悲　像白天不懂夜的黑
不懂那星星為何會墜跌

若角色对调 你说好不好

落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘

原來愛　跟心碎
都可以很　細節

我不想再寫　隨手撕下這一頁

原來詩跟離別　可以沒有結尾

我不落淚　忍住感覺

哭久了會累　也只是別人的以為

門外的薔薇　帶刺傷人的很直接
過去被翻閱　結局滿天的　風雪

你要的

我不能给

一旦你做了决定

我会笑着去跟随

我不懂

我撑得了多久

你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度

心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳
身陷过去 我无力逃跑

能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉

突然发现

沉默是最好的选择

忘记分开后的第几天起

喜欢一个人 看下大雨

没联络 孤单就像连锁反应

想要快乐都没力气

雷雨世界像场灾难电影

让现在的我 可怜到底

对不起 谁也没有时光机器

已经结束的 没有商量的余地

我希望你 是我独家的记忆

摆在心底

不管别人说的多么难听

现在我拥有的事情

是你 是给我一半的爱情

我喜欢你 是我独家的记忆

谁也不行

从我这个身体中拿走你

在我感情的封锁区

有关于你 绝口不提 没问题

雷雨世界像场灾难电影

让现在的我 可怜到底

对不起 谁也没有时光机器

已经结束的 没有商量的余地

我希望你 是我独家的记忆

摆在心底

不管别人说的多么难听

现在我拥有的事情

是你 是给我一半的爱情

我喜欢你 是我独家的记忆

谁也不行

从我这个身体中拿走你

在我感情的封锁区

有关于你 绝口不提 没关系

我希望你 是我独家的记忆

摆在心底

不管别人说的多么难听

现在我拥有的事情

是你 是给我一半的爱情

我喜欢你 是我独家的记忆

谁也不行

从我这个身体中拿走你

在我感情的封锁区

有关于你 绝口不提 没限期

我要的

有谁能给

到头来

我还是会一个人嘛

心

生病了

我

让很多人费心了

需要多久的时间

才能痊愈

我

一点都不知道

一个妈妈不要的小孩

怎么也取悦不了妈妈

在妈妈不理不睬下

独自留着自个的位

等待妈妈再叫一天

太多的情绪没适当的表情

最想说的话我应该从何说起

擠出的笑容看起來好突兀

走錯一步　墜入萬丈深谷

遺忘不及痛蔓延速度

傷口慢慢癒合　再被愛包覆

最初的迷戀　在暗中化作了忍受

從前的熾熱懷念　何時冷卻變生厭

當感覺變舊　彼此早有意逃走　

怎麼總是慢慢放手

明明沒出錯　無緣無故也要遷就

怎保存到死

Problems keep on come to me,,,

i hv no idea on hw to solve all these..

bt wat i can do is juz try all my best to settle all dis....

Be Tough

泪

被我

强忍着呆在框框

不被允许掉下来

心

以支离破碎

决定了的

会继续下去

想要却要不了

该怎么办??

我知道你再说什么

sometimes vry hate one oh...i cht wf who and webcam wf who non of ur business rite??wat for u so busy body oh??owas lyk dis one...see see see...see wat see oh??i nvr ever wan u to see loh...u tot u vry cute izzit??aikx!!!!!so no manner oh u...owas thk tat u're older thn me!!!thking b4 u said...do u knw hw to respect???=@

ok..time to update agn...i knw it's a long long long long long time tat i didn't update my blog..so sry....the reason i don update my blog is bcz I'M JUZ LAZY TO UPDATE IT..good excuse aye??

first of all,i got my license oledi..i pass my JPJ kinda smooth...everything pass in the 1st time...oso ngam ngam pass tat lea..rili hao choi oh...if nt hv to pay and re-take agn de loh..tat's so ma fan lah...the previous blog said tat i went wf some frenz..thr were 4 of us...2boyz and 2gals...thn 2 of us were in the morning and 2 of them were in the after noon....we went thr earli in the morning and wait wf nervous!!!rili nervous tat loh..good tat i passed...bt my frenz failed oh...feel bad for him...oh yea...thn the other gal passed and the other boy failed...thn,mum and dad left for 3 dayz...and i can used car...ok..tat's all for license thg...else someone gonna to say tat she hate me de loh....

2nd...i went out wf mum everyday...going out wf her is juz so good...bcz can yam cha...and nt staying at home...time can pass faster bah..=D...so good...of cz hv to follow lah....

ok lah..stop here loh...gonna to slp soon le loh..nite nite ppl...

stay tunned...=PP